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Donna Eye's avatar

“Grief arrives in so many different forms”.

Hello, Donna Eye here. I enjoy your written experiences and take away a part of it with me. I analysis my experiences just like you do.

My son and I had to create a business for an income when my husband passed away, 4 years ago. We had a bank account to last us for 4 years and very little life insurance. This is the 4 th year. We have made money, but with home expenses, daily living, and monthly business expenses, we need to take the business in a different direction.

I have been feeling so down.

“Grief”, Yes,

it came to me in a different form, named “change”. The life changing emotions.Knowing, at 79 I must work harder to make ends meet. A totally different direction for our business. I must gather my energy and present myself to the public. I am already tired. (and feel

It physically. My doctor tells me I have no worries about my health. 100%for my age). So why the lack of energy. .I want to be positive and let go and let God. I thought I had during those 4 years. Now, I must release more faith in Jesus and my Heavenly Father. I do that everyday, rebuked Satan, and walk in God’s light towards the Devine Goals I have set for our business.

It shouldn’t be so hard. I will keep walking and someday analyze the positive energy I pray for. Looking forward to it🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

My”Hope” is that the last 4 years God has been directing Trent and I into his Plan for our business.

Love,

Donna💕

Mary Rose Medium's avatar

Donna, I can feel the exhaustion in your words, and also your deep faith and perseverance. Sometimes grief and responsibility can make us believe we must push harder and harder, when God may also be inviting us into moments of rest, gentleness, and simply being loved. I’m praying peace over you as you navigate this season. ❤️

Donna Eye's avatar

Mary Rose,

Thank you so your supportive words. Yes! Peace must cover me! My Faith in Almighty God will never waver. No matter how I feel. I will always love and trust him. In Almight Jesus, Amen.